As the numbness wears off...

I've cherished the last photos that were taken of me with my husband... I've always known how much of a toll the last year of his life was on him, the weight he lost yet I never realized just how much until today... All of the sudden today it just rocked me back... when I looked at one of the photos in my office, it's like I finally saw what I've denied for so long... he was so very strong, I just had no idea...