As the numbness wears off...

I've cherished the last photos that were taken of me with my husband... I've always known how much of a toll the last year of his life was on him, the weight he lost yet I never realized just how much until today... All of the sudden today it just rocked me back... when I looked at one of the photos in my office, it's like I finally saw what I've denied for so long... he was so very strong, I just had no idea...

Another year.

Remembering that special man.. kissing and holding me tight at midnight on New Year's Eve.. even if only in my dreams.. I miss him so deeply..

Honoring a loved one's life is to live each day fully, searching for the positive.. seeking God's grace and praying for his forgiveness. I pray that my faith becomes strong again.