Always.

There are no words. My world turned upside down. Go. Go with the Angels I told him. My heart was breaking with sadness. He was so tired. He had tried so hard. His courage never wavered. His final wish was answered. He woke up one morning with no more medicine, no more pain. He is now at peace. He is sitting with the angels and saints. Eternal life is his.

My husband had been in my world half of my life. Literally half of my life I've had conversations with this man. Shared laughter. Experienced sad times, difficult times. We knew each other's thoughts. He was my best friend, the love of my life. Our souls will be connected. Always.

And now I sit and listen to the silence.

I'm so lost without him.